Wake up call

When it come to aiman,i just cant control myself. It so easy for to get mad to him. Sometime it just a small matter and im pretty sure i can consider on his side but i dont. I dont give him a chance at all. I dont even know why. after i done my isyak's pray, i feel in the mood to write. Syg, i know the reason behind all of this madness ;

1. Sayang tak nak buat c.o.d. baju Topshop yg b nak tu and yg b nak sgtttt. (Just thinking about it already make me geram.)

2. Sebab syg selalu point b dgn ckp b ada lelaki lain even salah taip msg pun syg da tuduh bukan bukan and u absolutely know it was wrong and never happen! In addition,syg tak mintak maaf pun pasal ari tu. U thought i just forgive and forget.

3. I am trying to forgive about it (even i hate it so much when u forced me to confess something that i am not) and just forget about it. But u never get the lesson rite. U love to accuse me! (*argh! Geram tau x!)

4. I still mad 5 words tu. Geram nya. U dont say sorry and u still not give me that 5 words. No more comment. Buat sakit hati.

5. Okey this one the latest one. Cinta ni byk cabaran. Kalau tak tahan baik jgn becinta. Huh. This one sound really silly. Much more than about 5 words. But this is me. Maybe i am being too emotional, or might be its reasonable for me to get mad. Huh. I just ask u to wake me up. Okey you will to do that but what ur afford?! Kalau setakat anta 4 msg en syg, baik tak payah langsung. Tak ada la aku sakit hati sangat. Susah sangat ke nak call. Haihh i am so mad. Berkira betol. Use la your so smart mind tu, u think dgn 4 msg tu someone will wake up ke? Nak sedar ada msg pn org tak sedar. Ah hentam la ayat keling ke. Huh.


I am mad syg. I already list down it. Okey much better now. Sorry for mad at u. I love you syg. Love u so much.